let's escape together!

142th post

2010-12-31T23:50:00.000-08:00

i have moved to livejournal!
a new start..been a year since i used blogger...
ok more than a year alr...
hmm arghh lj themes are so limitedd!
new url:
thyshallsmile.lj.com :)

what i like on the streets of orchard!

2010-12-27T07:58:00.000-08:00

the christmas tree!

specfically those trees that has many turquoise colour deco!

its the

TIFFANY & CO XMAS TREE!!

and theres so many so them!

best prt of it? its not only TIFFANY but its also in turquoise !

sounds familar?? hahha

i think i am gonna add this name to my ic in the near future!!

ok ignore the words below the pics

credits from yahoo pic!

初恋这件小事

2010-12-25T10:19:00.001-08:00

this is such a nice movie!!
love itt!!
seriouslyy
is like how this girl crush her senior for 3 yrs
how she was once a ugly ducking that turned into a smart & pretty girl;)
aww the best part?
the senior has alr fallen for her even when she was not so pretty and had actually noticed her since forever:))
i will rate it 5/5!!
although its a thai movie but the guy is cute!!
:))
just realised the lead girl was the girl that shoot the Pantene's commercial!!
prettyy girll...the same girl!
a url:

http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XMjA5NjU2ODUy.html

exchange gifts todayy loll took a pressie no 6!!
ahahaha ah cai's one!!
loll i was there when she was choosing which present to get
ahahaha:)
i have quite alot of choccs now^.^
but noo i will eat them slowlyy hahaha
in case i get sore throat...

my 139 post!

2010-12-23T08:07:00.000-08:00

ok i have decided to move when 2011 comes
to a new website...
idk why just kind of think my url sucked
so yeah moving soon:)
watched tron few days back and i just though it was kind of similar to matrix
hahaha
action packed and a lil bit of romance jus lke matrix
holi is gonna end soon but i feel so unaccomplished
hahah chatted w b on the phone for quite longg
and its feels great just lik the old times
hahaha
i love to talk on the phone:)
i promoised myself to slp earlier nxt wk on
hm time to get my ass out of my seats and start working outt
and less long john/mos/fries for me;/
breakout noww sighh

camprock!

2010-12-21T09:53:00.000-08:00

the songs they sang were pretty nice:)
ok i know i am kinda slow rightt
and i think Demi lovato is simply b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l
she is like born on aug20? 1992?
one yr my senior but her voice is greatt^^
her smiles are kind of similar to anne hathaway

hmm been out & about in town.
so many ppl on the streets
and performances which was kind of dull to me
hahaha and there isn't much things that appeals to me anymore
cus sg stuff are quite the same

since its xmas! the giving season i donated some coins to the Salvation Army(few days back)
but this yr their calender wasnt as nice
okk i know i kind of donated to get the 2011 calender ok!
gave some goodies to my friends for xmas
i know its not expensive or what but i pick out the gifts specially for each one
though imma not done yett

and i need to make a WANT & NEED list
as according to lxy...
hahah i think its kinda true...

ohh these songs are from camprock;)
in loe with HERE I AM~
ok u prolly have heard it but nontheless
enjoy:

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LOVE LETTER (1995 FILM)

2010-12-17T06:08:00.000-08:00

a really nice movie:)

not the usual kind of plot we usually see

the guy so cutee!!

he is the one tt acted in the jap version of it started with a kiss drama!!

awww

his name is : Takashi Kashiwabara!!

shuai ge!!!

i am gonna keep watching movies and books:))

colourful nails:)

2010-12-16T10:11:00.000-08:00

lookk its me!! ok i know u cnt really see this but my nails are all in different colours!!:)
lovin it..my pink look like orange ew gross...
ok my nails look so small and hahaha ok nvm

Met up w belle todayy had a pretty long chit chat session!! met w c too fews days back..
yayy finally a day for myself tmr!!
whoohoo~ oh and also my babe!(xh)
gonna read my book and watch lotss of movie!!
any movie to recommend?? pls tag thank you!
i want to watch good films and good books!

gonna like go ikea soon..
and i gotta get xmas gift again! round 2 hahaaha...
oppss gotta spare some time to jog too!!
hope it don't rain tmr!! pleaseee i wanna jog tmr!!

sos!! my hair is arghh!!
not much hairdo i can do!! sighh its getting so boringg my hair is like forever at my shoulder!!

to my lovely not so neat hair:
grow longeerrr pleasee
love me:)

tennis? guitar?

2010-12-15T10:00:00.000-08:00

was kinda busy lately meeting up w frens and all...
spending so much arghh
maybe i sholud stop indulging in so much good food alr..
kinda tired of SG alrr
someone i need to get ou of this place
is like never a place that i can truly enjoy the scenary and the shopping
am lossing faith in buying cheapo clothes in bugis alr..
most of the time end up regretting it sigh
maybe its time i should just buy better clothing and trat myself better
i mean better by not eating so much junk and exercising more
picking up a new sport
kinda interested in playing tennis!
and the always in my list guitar!!
srsly i just hope my parents saw the need to cultivate a talent in their child when i was much younger
i mean i guess everyone likes to admire what they call gifted/talented child performing
but how come all my parents ever want me is to just study hard for exams?
i don't get them its like why don't they just put me in a piano class or some drawing workshop when i was younger
maybe i might hate it when i was young but once i grow older i bet i will thank them with all my heart.

xmas is just around the corner
bought some stuffs to share:)
i know its kinda small but well its the thoughts that matters isn't it?
i just want to receive loads of greeting cards frme my close friends and i am contented:)
picking out the gift isnt easy..u can see from the way ppl give whether they are sincere about it or not
i can see it, do u?

my wish for christmas!

2010-12-12T10:17:00.000-08:00

i want a camera so badly...

My SISTER"S KEEPER & RAPUNZAL

2010-12-11T11:32:00.000-08:00

went town w my sis and watched movie:)
Rapunzal! it was like full house so we had to sit the first row..
but it was a nice movie
a mix of both romance & comedy element..
ate at this jap restaurant really fulling but is kinda nice;)

watched My sister's keeper
its super super soppy movie for me
i teared like quite alot...
it really reflects the turmoil & pain cancer patients has to go through:(
why is there sickness in this world we live in?
so much for having faith and believing in life...
i guess the moral of this story:
to build strong firm foundation within ur family
close bonds that will last even through ur ugliest times
they are the ones that stands with u till the very end

i feel like making a scrap book like what Kate did
but its a pity my family aren't so close
hmm well definitely they do care for me
u can just feel it
but aren't that many chance we hang around just to chat and share our thots aloud..
i am gonna read the novel too..
at least i aim o read like 2 bks this holi!!
i can do it..

and most importantly tell myself each day:
1. be contented with what i have and focus on it
2. that i should accept how i am
3. spend less $ on junks alr!

Narnia! VOYAGE OF THE DAWN TREADER

2010-12-10T08:26:00.000-08:00

today was secret recipe,Narnia,Mos Burg,koi;)
wow pretty much huh...
hahaah was kinda fun..the movie was awesome!!
the dialogue they use not all but some was really meaningful!!
i guess flim appreciation has really made me appreciate movie better!
i rmb one hmm like

Lucy: when you grow up u will be you.

arghh i cnt rmb!
not give in to temptation! to accept for who we are and to learn to be complacent!
so from today on learn to accept how i look!( kinda hard!)
and not to spend too much $$$...my aim!
i think Edmund is hot!! hahaaha
i rarely say a guy is hot so he must be really hot hahaha
am gonna catch the previous narnia! prince caspian right?
hmm so sinful today felt as if i ate so muchh..
was kinda fun today laughing at hy;s fav food!
hahahahahah
gonna hit the lib soon!!:)

smile!

2010-12-03T05:13:00.000-08:00

such a cooling calming night today:)
smile:) mug and quiockly be done wih exams and i am once again a free person
yayyy went soghurt for the first time..
kinda cool u can pour the amt of yoghurt u want and as much toppings and weigh it:)
needa get a new mouse~ arghh
and i jus got a new earpiece sighh my moneyyy gonee
i wanna go a church hahaah sounds mad i know
but i think i ned assurance and motivation to keep myself going
i can be such a pessmist most of the time
which is why i think i needa go church
haah okk lame i know...
tata:) till then

tumblr tells the deepest things sometimes:)

2010-12-02T08:19:00.000-08:00

“Cherish your solitude. Take trains by yourself to places you have never been. Sleep out alone under the stars. Learn how to drive a stick shift. Go so far away that you stop being afraid of not coming back. Say no when you don’t want to do something. Say yes if your instincts are strong, even if everyone around you disagrees. Decide whether you want to be liked or admired. Decide if fitting in is more important than finding out what you’re doing here. Believe in kissing.”
—
Eve Ensler

i just cant take it

2010-12-01T08:04:00.000-08:00

i am sad and tired now:(
but what to do life goes on right
it wont just stop a day for you
i guessed i am just really dumb
after so many days then realised i was on the wrong track
wasted so many hrs
so much time
nxt wk is exms and i am like not even prepared
i feel so lousy
likea loser now
i hate school and i hate presentations even more
i want wkends to come but if it really come i think i might just breakdown
cus my excel skill suck like shitt
and mon is excel
good luck to myself...
and please someone make the day seem longer at nighttt
i just don;t want to take the stupid bus and train to sch everydayy
taking more than an hr just to travel
it sucked!
reallyyy rushing like mad everyday and i can even be late
whats life man
someone tell me?
i need to escape now
away from school jus i need time for others stuff better than hw!

wallE

2010-11-29T08:11:00.000-08:00

GUESS WHO?

IT"S WALL E!!

cute little guy...

in a big big world all alone

living in a all-so-routine-life

but he never fails to do his duty:D

his duty( it really cracks me up)

to collect trash and squeese in into a square sized trash..so like it will be neater

his simple mind and consistency never fail to amaze me:)

he plays the same cassette over and over again..

his friends? the crocoach?

he is always wanting to hold onto someone's hand..and often wonder what love is

so cute rightt..

really everyone shulod watch this...

i love him!! hahaah

i wanna get a keychain of him!!

how are u feeling?

2010-11-28T01:52:00.000-08:00

been awhile since i last blogged
too caught up busy with school i guessed
had fever few days back
was like a walking zombie really...
weekends sucks..
so many hw to be done:(
all the crabs i receive..maybe i am getting more impatient
i can sense it..
like people judging you in a way i don't quite like it
did i mention before i just hate ambitious ppl?
well now i am saying it..
i keep things to myself i hate confrontation but it's kind of building in me alr.
i don't know when i will erupt..hahaha
and i hate to say this but i guessed everyone is selfish in nature
no matter how it may seem
its all about personal survival and fact is who cares about u?
is like when u r sick. u get isloated from ur classmates
and everyone carries on with their life and when exams comes u can't cope?
oh boy good luck to yourself then!
all i want to say is its taking a toil on me ;/
i hope it will go awayy soon

and i pray that i will get well soon...
and i will study really hard!
amen!

when in rome!

2010-11-20T11:31:00.000-08:00

nice movieee...nic said it was a nice movie so i watched hahaha

genre: romance! abit funny at times^^

its been so long since i last seen a movie which moves me...

this one did..

the soudtracks in the movie was awesome!

i love pretty much most of the songs

and the scenary is just beautiful

well maybe just maybe one day i am gonna visit Rome

to see for myself the fountain of LOVE (pic above, credits to google image)

ok wait there is such a place right?

and to see those magnificent building!!

and i had a sudden pang of envy for the lead in the movie...

beth! she has got her dream job!

to be a curator!

i wonder what it feels like to do something u enjoy

to face the art pieces and just see beyond what everyone else fails to see

the hidden meaning to the amazing art works the artisit is trying to convey...

You could get your heart broken or... you could have the greatest love affair the world has ever known. But you're never gonna know unless you try.

by beth's dad!

hey yourself!

2010-11-19T10:24:00.000-08:00

ME AGAINN...
i luvv my brows!!
so neatly primed...
HAPPY BIRTHDAYY TO MY SIS!!!
went to eat DTF!!
so yummylicious~~...
and awfully choc too;)
hahaaha time flies its lke everyone's birthday pass and its alr gonna be Xmas soon!!!
i cant wait to buy all the little stuff and pack it into a mini goodie bag for everyone!!
and write loads of cards...
this yr was like wow nothing unusual..
made afew new friends...
poly life really doesnt make u bond w ur classmates..
everyone is so into their little world of "I MISS HIGHSCHOOL! POLY SUCKS!" attitude
i mean if that's the case you aren't really appreciating ppl that's around you
that prolly some other ppl out there is actually trying so hard just to be that friend for u...

but you can't see it
i don't like the feeling so being so attatched to one person...
idk i need space? maybe?

we'll be a dream!

2010-11-16T06:02:00.000-08:00

currently listening to this song:) really nice!

sometimes i feel so alone..
but i guess everyone does this way once in a while..
hmm...
everyone is fighting against certain odds in their life
well i can't say i have the hardest one
but it sure ain't easy either.
tired of sch so so much alr.
my hopes? to grad soon and i wanna go on a long vacation
to see the world
so much to experience
so much to see
so much more to life!

2010-11-13T23:17:00.000-08:00

pictures:)) are like memories...
my hair forever look the same hahaah
okk maybe i should'nt pin up my fringe anymoreee
i think my face condition sucked these days...
must put mask alr! haha and buy pimple cream...
does it work??
time is passing so quicklyy
very soon its gonna be wk8
very son 3wks holi will come and go and
very fast its end of sem...
class change:( i will miss them though i can;t say i like my class alot...
its natural for human being to feel i guess;/

i have many ambition in life
but which of my dreams can actually come true?
haaa idk either!

2010-11-13T00:25:00.000-08:00

went sakura ytd..

buffet and late night bus ride;)

how i wish every friday could be like this

just doing nothing and taking pics!!

ahahaaa

i think i loveee my gems more than my course!!

so much more interesting and meaningful:)

yay my new wallet!

my healthy week was erm not really how it should be...

i didt eat fruits in sch

and i ate fried stuff arghh

i am so gonna jog this weekend..

and its time i head my books!!

shitt procrastinating againn

what's wrong with me?

2010-11-09T01:36:00.000-08:00

been feeling down whenever i am alone..
i really don't understand myself sometimes..
i get this feeling as if i have a burden that's in my heart..
i feel like crying but there is nothing wrong with me
i just can't explain...
i don't like to talk much too lately..
idk..i am tired? can't be..
i just want to know why i am feeling like this
someone tell me...
i am really at a loss...
why isist i feel that
no one ever bother
no one ever cared
no one ever notice
no one will wait for me..
everyone just come and go
can't there be a permanent person in life?
there's like nothing to look forward alr..
life sucks but i know i should be grateful
to have a thanksgiving heart the fact that i was born with healthy body & a thinking mind..
sorry for such post but i need to say how i feel...
i will try to be more optimistic. REALLYY!

i like being alone at home sometimes:)

2010-11-06T09:03:00.000-07:00

went out this morning to do project
and best part about it my flats split..ahaha i was like -.- sighh
bought a new shoe from rubi...20buckss
today just seemed like a super long day:) and i like it
cuz u know not everyday pass so slowly like today..
sometimes i get this feeling as if time just pass you by so quickly
from the time u wake up. bathe.sch.bus.home.bathe.tv.sleep
this kind of routine makes me feel as if i am not living life to fullest..
but today was like meet up w classmates.project.shop.home.home movie plus nice weather:))
quiet night but i like it..
like as if i am at peace finally..

sometimes do you ever get this feeling as if you wished u were as innnocent as others think u are?
like i think i am not a wholly good person..
like i get certain scene replay in my head and i wished i could go back in time just to UNDO it
it might just be a scarcastic comment ppl laugh and forget but to me i think its rude and
i just wished i never said that...
it just make me like i have this really evil side of me;(
somtimes i even get negative thoughts of certain ppl...
cant seem to get rid of these sterotypes...
or like even bad-mouthing ppl:((
i feel like a sinner!
okk well...no one is perfect.but i cant help it to think everyone is living in their world
being so self-centered
and thinking its always other's ppl fault

ohh found this nice song..
okk maybe i am slow...but its really nice

so so bored

2010-11-05T07:11:00.000-07:00

is there really nothing to life besides studying...
sighh getting really tired of all this...
can't wait to grad! 2.5more yrs...
i think i am really dumb sometimes...
like why am i always not understanding...
and i have lke really few friends:(
weird how these days i get this sad feeling again... not good though
many thoughts crossed my mind
but i can't really describe the feeling..
i was wondering how ppl get into my blog to tag? >>>>>
hmm...here's a nice video...
look on the bright side of life;)
enjoyy...

hi there!

2010-10-31T06:37:00.000-07:00

ok its me once again...
webcam and i have this urge to post some pics
if not this blog looks like dead..
its alr wk 2 of school...
been slacking alot i guess
well i did plan but i din't follow it after all
tmr is monday! wk3!...
ten am classes which means more sleeping time for me..
nothing much happen lately..
been nua-ing at home...
reading,painting nails, walking here and there in the house..
so long since i last jogged!! i cnt waitt to jogg!!!
film class was really cool:))
here's a short video i watched there

what i like about it was that it really show us how media can affect the way we think and we are all towards the pursuit of the so called beauty.
we don't mind sacrificing everything even if it concern our life
it really teaches me a big lesson...
to be contented:) and not to look at what i don;t have but to focus on what i have..
its hard but i will try..
we all know said is easier than done..

the artist

2010-10-26T04:46:00.000-07:00

ISFP
The Artist
Introverted Sensing Feeling PerceivingQuiet, serious, sensitive and kind. Do not like conflict, and not likely to do things which may generate conflict. Loyal and faithful. Extremely well-developed senses, and aesthetic appreciation for beauty. Not interested in leading or controlling others. Flexible and open-minded. Likely to be original and creative. Enjoy the present moment.

the quiz yours truly did...school is like getting more and more tough
so many min assigments to do
and like even grammar test;(
sighh boring..
ate at manhatten fishmarket...
nice(Y) like the fish is fresh and all;)
can't help feeling so tired now:(
i have so much i want to do but i cnt concentrate now..

Msrshallow Brownie & Aftershock

2010-10-24T01:57:00.000-07:00

ytd went baking at Jan's place..

w me beatrice and dawn and jan's sis..

was kinda successful to me:)

the brownie was nice..chocolately and crunchy w nuts...

watched aftershock tgt...was a movie to pay respect to the victims of the major quake tt really happen in Tangshan,China..

a tragedy that occured in the 1976 a major earthquake...

her house was really huge...and her doggy name tammy:))

was cute..small,white, innocent but seemed to me neglected...

sighh... hahah

oh boy tmrs monday again:(

2010-10-22T11:11:00.000-07:00

am i asking too much?
i don't think so...
its great when someone actually took time out just to hear whats really on my mind..
thanks:)
my appetite is improving much
i hope by nxt wk i will gain all my craving back:)
i should stay strong and run this race well
its never easy route for me
but i will try
and this time i will do it better than the previous time...
i hoped...

one week finally over..
idk somehow this week wasnt the best as how i thought..
was'nt happy at all...
many things in my head...
i shan't eleborate

i can't explain!

2010-10-21T03:33:00.000-07:00

been feeling down today..
i can't explain it either
i am feeling tired..tired of my everyday routine..
its just so predictable and i am kind of getting really really bored...
well not just bored its something even deeper like a candle in me dying any moment
not literally i meant.
i mean i knoiw change is not good..but sometimes i wished something could just turn out differently..
like i don't want a mundane life..with everything happending so expectedly
i don't seem to anticipate anymore
like there's nothing in life i look forward to...
just passing each day like sitting in a train...zoom
and its gone..
i didn't smiled much today..nor did i want to talk alot like my usual self..
sometimes i just want to be alone..
in a bus keeping quiet and just sticking my mp3 into myear and blocked everyone around me
its like the only way sometime to cure this sudden maddness is to be left alone..
being solace might just turn out right instead..
sometimes i feel like keeping quiet hoping someone would start conver first..
and not always me taking the every intiative..
ya know? its kinda tiring at some point....
if ppl keep on relying on me to intiate things..
i get this sick feeling...(i am not saying i intiate alot,but its better than not right?)
i am not pinpointing anyone in mind...its just make me sad to find this happening every so often
ooh did i say i have like completely zero food i want to eat?
its kinda scary one min i want htia snd that and now...if u asked me what i want
i will be like......"NOTHING!"

i know i am emoing but i had to really rant it out somewhere..

Bakingg:))

2010-10-17T08:28:00.000-07:00

okay s came to my hse to bake tgt:))
it was really fun though our cookie was anywhere close to perfect but its edible
this i can be sure:)
i think maybe we need to practice more..
we even cooked campbell soup:)
and time really flies when u're having fun
no doubt half a day was gone like this...
watched my drama finish like finally
hahaha...called my girlfriend is guminho:)
the lead girl is really pretty..if u watched the show
i really want that big drumstick soft toy
its the colour of mooo(cow) hahah
i wanna eat beef so much after that show

tmr is the day! school starts...
it's really idk sighh...
getting back results for poa..
i prayed hard! please let me pass with a C..
ohh and my sis is comming back tonite!!
like i can see what she bought and the pics she took in taiwan!!
arghh i want to go on a holidayy!!
when is my turn?? hmmp!

can i ask you for a date?? i have tickets for 2

2010-10-15T11:52:00.000-07:00

was clearing away my old movie tickets...
relly gross alr...
hahah
lets see what i have watched..
its amazing how i still have 2006 tickets!!
loll oh wait how old was i in 2006?
sec1 hahaha now no wonder most tickets are double which means i watched w my sis
hahah..

2006!:
-The Host
-Cinderella
-The Devil Wear Prada
-Night at the Museum (all GV! wow)

2007:
-Ghost Rider
-Fantastic four(bith 3 tickets so means me sis bro watched tgt:))
-some Magorium show..not clear what isit,lol

2008:
-kongfu Panda
-kung Fu Dunk
-SKY OF LOVE
-twilight(these 4 with my sis!!)
-Bolt

2009:
-Ponyo on the cliff by the sea
-Ghosts of girlfriends past
-Terminator Salvation
-The time traveller's wife ( i wanna read the book!!)
-2012 Dig
-UP

2010:
-Nanny Mcphee 2
-Toy story 3
-Date Night
-Alice
-The Princess and the Frog
-Love? (cant rmb again-.-)
-Valentine's day
-Just another pandora's Box
-Resident Evil: afterlife
-SALT
-STEP UP 3-3d
-The Other Guy
(all 2010 was watched in cathay!! except for 3 whihc is in lido and GV!)

yo u know what i jus found out that GV ink is so much better!!
than cathay..loll
really it doesnt fade away tt fast!! hahah as for now i am throwing some old tickets away....
goodbye!!
an i cnt wait for my GEMs!!
FLIM APPRECIATION!

hmmm~

2010-10-13T12:56:00.000-07:00

"but even the brightest day can be darkened by an unseen tempest "

this quote is from the little mermaid:))
kinda late i watched it afew days ago...
Ariel is a sweet name:)
i like to note down the little significant phrases down
adding post-it notes flood my com..not good..
hooked on a drama...
i know right like i am finally watching a drama!!
at epi 11:)
made me teared afew times...
my urge is getting stronger!!
to get out the house to do something fun
i have like millions things that i want to do
not literally but yeah afew on my mind alr..

1. beach/night safari
2.baking
3.cycling/jogging
4.read more books
5.guitar
6.DIY cards for ppl:)
7.Run away from singapore

hahaah last one literally means to go on holiday...
so many things undone..
hmm:(

snap snap snip snip

2010-10-12T12:34:00.000-07:00

and there goes my hair:(
really hate to cut hair..
now its like so short
back to when i was in april...yes its that shortt:(
but i like cutting there chapter2!
i guess ima really gonna grow really long this time before you see me stepping into a salon again...
bben out these days..

airport is really a cool place..
a place where people depart & arrive
a place that reminds people how fortunate they were
a big playground
where people are like little boxes
safely packed & imported
a game of give and take
a place which teaches us the meaning of letting go,moving on
Never looking back.
Being brave to leave or even to come back safe.

passed by the place i stayed when i was young
looking back,i have really grown up i guess
now i am always wanting this and that :( not good
but i used to be so innocent
only wanting to eat and play
like a child who never get tired of the same routine
never gets sick of playing at the same playground
never get sick of the same old friends
never complains of insomania or sun being too hot to play
these were the days then
no internet and homework
just doing the things we simply wants
maybe being a child isn't all that bad afterall

i missed the place i grew up in
but it seems that i will never have the chance to go back again..
right now i wonder how's the "neighbour" doing?
how are they doing? what school? how old? when's their birthday?
i guessed i will never figure all this out
unless we ever met again...and recognise each other

couch potato!!

2010-10-09T06:58:00.000-07:00

been slacking at home..

watched afew episodes of drama...

movies..dumbo & little mermaid!!

:):)

i don't want it to end....neverrr!!

i am gg trim hair soon...

hope i look better...

and i promise myself when new sem starts..

no more procrastination

i will hit the malls less often!!

Lat wk of holis left...

i want to make full use of it before its too late

i am so confused and tired!

2010-10-07T08:15:00.000-07:00

looking at my results..

it really sucked like so damn bad..

i am not kidding saw my grade i thought hey it wasn't that bad

but it turn out that the most weightage i got a C

tell me why..

A B B C..arghh

i wonder alot sometimes..

my O'lvl wasn't bad at all...

i am not trying to boast or what but seriously it's on my brain for so long..

i need to throw it all out..

like my L1R4 was like 8 after cca deduction

and some ppl can get lke 16( before cca deduction? i guess) and yet they score damn good..

why?

i don't get it at all!!!

its lke i am half her points yet.....what am i scoring??

life is just so unfair..

maybe i was wrong all along

maybe i am better in languages

maybe all the maths is begining to fade away like idk how..

so annoyed..sometimes i just get the feeling SO STRONGLY that ppl think i am dumb/stupid or something

just the way they tell me its ok.

work harder nxt time.

just lack the power to convince me somehow.

lts like telling me straight in the face

U DID NOT PUT IN UR BEST EFFORT!! BUCK UP!

fact is i am never a slacker and i will never be..

just that i am really tired of this studying shit...

and how much effort i put never seem to show anything

and i just hate it when ppl starts asking around..

if u done well. keep it to yourself..

why add to pppl's burden?

chalet:))

2010-10-06T00:42:00.001-07:00

have been away home for one and a half days..
its been really an experience..
to really stay up all the way not even sleeping at all in the first day..
chatting in the dark is really nice..
haha...talking or should i say bitching about ppl in my class..
some ppl can look really deceiving..
no wonder there is a saying that says seeing is not believing..
ohyes i am so happyy finally got on the bike after what seem like 9 yrs....
all thanks to my shifu! shanshan;)
learnt cycling since pri2 but i couldnt even cycle last yr when i went bishan park..
lol but nontheless i cycled!! and right now my arm/butt is aching!!
nvm..i love the aching feeling..like i have really exercised:)
been to the beach in the morning like 8am plus...
not really nice...sg water sucks..
hahaha like not the blue-ish/romatic kind of we see in movies..
my tummy was feeling weird like the 2nd day morning..
dint eat my hotcake finish like i always do..:(
but eventually i gave in and slept for lke 40mins..heeehee
didnt wanted to but i was feeling like a zombie walking... and
feeling really weakk so just got to take a power nap!
played some games and ate dinner and head home!!
i wished my class was more united! it will turn out even better!!
opps and i rmb something...
having someone to bbq marshmallow for u is like aww haha
random..ok fine i am overreacting

i am who i am

2010-10-03T08:35:00.000-07:00

sometimes i feel bad...ok more of guilt...
like when i do certain stuff and it anger my parents i feel bad
like i am so rebellious or something..
i know i spend a little too much
i know i come home later as compared to last time
i know i never help her enough( housework)
i know i hurt them by not going jc
i know i am never enough...
but one thing i can be sure of..
i am still me
i am still guai...
i don't steal
i don't smoke
i don't have a bf..
i try to get a job..
they ask me not to..
ask me to rest
when i spent their money
the complain how i am wasting it away;(
i am at loss sometimes...really

letters never fail to make me smile:)

2010-09-30T09:49:00.000-07:00

looked through my many little notes/letters from my friends..
so sweet and funny...can't help it but laugh...
:) thats why i like receiving and writing letters to ppl...
remind me to get more pretty papers and more colourful pen
hahahaha....when its dark at night...
i start to thinkk..
idk why..but it seems to me how routine life can be...
like there is nothing special about each passing day..
mybe we are all taking each day for grunted?
i guess so..thats how humans are...all so fickle minded...
my hair is gr0wing so slowlyy...sigh..
i wished i had a car and dog...then we can jog tgt...
hahaha and go to the beach tgt...

2010-09-28T10:57:00.001-07:00

i am like super awake now... 215am now
sersly not abit tired...
i think i can just drawn myself in books...
read another book!! The Declaration...
i was attracted to the sweet oink cover actually..
when i read time flies..
results are comming out soon...
sigh i cnt bear to even think about it...
i waana make something special:) haaa random...
i am writing some ppl little notes..ok maybe i should say letters...
hahaha who am i writting to?
hmm secret...
i really want to go on holidayy...
when!! my parents say neither here nor there...sighh
time to start saving $$$....and time to diet( eating more fruits less mac/kfc for now!!)

Stardust! by Neil Gaiman

2010-09-27T12:17:00.000-07:00

read this storybook few days back...
but this title feels kind of familar..so i google search it...
and it turned out it was made into a movie!!
ok it was really a conincidence really!!
so i watched it...its not exactly the same though...
some parts were really different..but its a nice twist...
and i like it:))
this show made me wanna do something again!!!
i wanna learn how to waltz...okay sound really unrealistic...
i think i am a dreamer~
always want to learn so muchh...( if u read all my blog post..hahah u will find that i want to learn like guitar/charcoal art too...)

this part was really well said..by yvaine!
not in the book though...

Love is unconditional but it can also be unpredictable unexpected uncontrollable unbearable

it rhyme so well!!
went to eat haggen daz fondue today...
hmm so-so... but really ex!!
aww my sis treated!! heee...
prefer awfully choc/b&J more though...
.....hmmm time now 338am..:0 day 28/9...(my blog time is screwes-.-)

Juno:)

2010-09-23T10:01:00.000-07:00

greatt moviee!!
kind of touching...i remembered one part...
when
juno was "losing faith with humanty"
as she was doubting if two person in love can last forever...
hmm i guess this is what everybody wants to know...
well her
dad said:" Look, in my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person is still going to think the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with. "

awww reminds me of the song by Bruno Mars... Just The Way You Are!
i guessed each and everyone likes to be treated differently...
special that is:)
even if its just a friend:) can make me feel really special...( i am not les or anything, just you know even random things like they asking me out for movie/shopping makes me :) glad at least they did remember me..)
as if i meant somethin to them
we all just got to wait! for the special someone to step into our life...
for now just be yourself:o

met with yc..
ate soup spoon..
but apparently due to my blocked nose i can't smell much
sigh! wanted to look for jobs but end up shopping instead..
aww her dog passed away...:(
hmm ten yrs and its gone like that...
it fades away after some times..life i mean;/
i wanna jog so much but i can't.. if i do it i think i will pant like some mad dog..
breathless hahaha
hope my flu will go away soon..bless me

Dear John

2010-09-22T06:06:00.000-07:00

my holiday has been so far so good:))
went out to meeet lots of old frens...
been camping at home for 2 days now:)
shiokk..partly beccause imasick;/
caught a movie and it was so-so...
been hunting jib but you know i get that feeling so what's the point...
kinda lazy to hunt alr...
i wanna get a camera...and just waste my time till sch reopen...
life is pretty much the same!~
opps haven go workout yet!!! and baking!!

2010-09-19T11:47:00.000-07:00

kite festival todayy...
went marina barrage..
it was really a beautiful scene there when the sun is down...
tried many times...
but it just won't go up;/
we could really do with some( ahem, alot) expertise....
nvm its worthwile too...at least i got to feel the breeze and sweat a little:))
took some pictures..real nice esp when its evening time
really blue:)
from that angle..
i could see the flyer...
so pretty when it's dark and when the light is down...
i wanna go there too...some day:))

kites are like the dreams we all held onto so deeply..
we try and try...
just to get it flying..
when we accomplished that, we want it to soar..
and to keep it flyingg as long as the wind can go
no one has ever taught us how to walked..
we learnt ourself and that's is only done when we get guidance from our parents..
(some crab i wrote)

sometimes i feel really small

2010-09-17T12:05:00.000-07:00

soimetimes do you ever get the feeing as if u're tired of your life..
and hoping so much u can be someone else instead?
cuz i do feel this way..and it really makes me feel like sometimes
you are really alone in this world...
you face the face everything all by yourself...
that is exactly how i felt..
no matter how i try to convince myself...
preple just keep on disappointing me time and over again
i am tired aren't you?
why can't we learn? learn to accept one another?

people don't seem to anymore..
this really gets me thinking why humans are always like this
not wanting to take the intiative first....
waiting as if anything will actually miracously happen?
kinda feeling low & frustrated today
time now 314am

tiffany!

2010-09-16T23:23:00.000-07:00

really busy these days
though i feel kinad tired but i am glad i have friends around me to do all these with me:))
checked out my christian name...

The Meaning of the name Tiffany
The meaning of the name Tiffany is as follows: Appearance of a God
The Origin of the name Tiffany is believed to be : Greek

hmm..i didn't know that...using numerology i am 9!
Humanitarian - Compassionate, caring, charitable and civilised....

( u can check urs out on http://www.meaning-of-baby-girl-names.org.uk/first-name-meanings-t/meaning-of-tiffany.htm) as in the numerology table...

i think i should really meet more people and widen my horizon..
like meeting with different ppl with different background...

New soul!

2010-09-14T12:18:00.000-07:00

this song...nice;))

I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit but how to give and take
But since I came here, felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake
lalalala~

wore my lovely dress todayyy
really took the time to doll myself up..^^
took neoprints!!
its times like this when being a girls feels really great...
went town and just walk walk:))
time pass really fast...
in a flash its alr 331am...hmm trying to adjust my body clock back...
but what's a holiday called a holiday if you never stayed up late at night?
and best part about it? not waking up early tmr:)

sometimes i am really curious about other ppl's life?
i wonder what everyone does?
their story for the day?
i am more of a listener i guess...i like when ppl share their thoughts with me..
but i like people to ask too..
you know when ppl take interest to ask you about ur life:))

feeling lousy like i don't have any talents:(
someone? i want to learn guitarr...
sometimes i envy those who can be really happyy/contented...
idk..
ok just confirm 2 weirdos-.-
duno why i did that...(fb)

jason marz songs(Y).... haaa random
time now: 340am....

i am not a princess, this ain't a fairytale~

2010-09-13T11:33:00.000-07:00

exams are so over!!
hahaha yesss..so many things i want to do...
random..taylor swift songs rocks i will never get tired no matter how much i hear...(Y)
though its all about love and fairytale;))
title orginates from taylor swift-white horse:)

i actually kinda missed like chapel..idk why..
i mean when ther's ppl comming in to sing and worship..haaa
so i found this pl bk full of christian songs...and sang..haaa all the shorts songs...
and i realise i don't know how to sing most songs..
sometimes i just can't stand it when my parents get so overly obsessed about the 4D and like the many many idols in my house..
they should just save up the money instead of using money to buy chances of winning..?!
sometimes just a part of me wants to be free-tinkle...sometimes christian...
hmmmm

watched resident evil todayy..
wow damn zai..the effects..hahaah some parts like" scene in the arcade!!" by shan
and matrix effects..just that it hasn't end yett..
sometimes i wonder its kinda amazing how i was from a all girl's school
and now that i even made some guy friends..
reallyy..no jokingg i was really shy..now still am
but it wasn't so bad as i imagine...but yeah still awkward ard them..
ohh and the thing i missed most in PL...
is the little notes/letters we gave to one another...
even on occasions like valentine's day..we will all give each other a choc or two..
with a little note:))
i missed those times..
like now ppl don't appreciate these things as much...
it's a pity why we can't express ourself to each other..
like we are too shy to write mushy stuff in letters though we really meant it deep in our hearts...

wonder who ever read my post..haa maybe just one or two?

i love my tumblr!! so many pretty pictures;)

am currently into carousel~

pretty >>>

songs:)

2010-09-10T06:53:00.000-07:00

found afew nice songs lately...quite a few..
here's 3...
superman( he look shuai!)
King of anything
my moon my man....:)

2010-09-09T10:12:00.000-07:00

met up w xh/rach...

trimed my brow againn..ouchh pain but nvm...

its somuch neater now..

ate pizza and laughed quite abit...:))

cant wait for mon to end..quite afew plan for me nxt wk;))

movie date/kbox/baking/kite....i cant wait..

ohh me and rach saw the B&J ice cream hiring scoopers...

we took a form and started filling it...then we realised actuallt the registration was alr closed..

but the manger saw us writing and asked us to continue cus we are going in for interview very soon..

sucks totally..they r finding long term worker...not us..temp staff...

hahaha..

kinda sadded..but nvm i will find a temp job soon...anyone???

wanna find job too?? leave comment...hahaha

see my newly trim brow...>>>>

GREEN!

2010-09-08T10:40:00.000-07:00

did another qiz on fb but couldn't post it up...

You are Green! You are a cool yet energized person. You probably tend to be a little more introverted than extroverted - while you love being with your friends, you still need your "you" time. You are probably a rather laid back, zen sort of person, unless you get a good kick of energy; then you can be crazy fun! You are probably insightful and smart; logic comes easily to you. You tend to be a balance between red and yellow. Reds are passionate and intense, and tend to walk over people. Yellows tend to be the walked on, because they like to keep the peace. You, however, are a balance of both. You know when to lie down and let someone take the lead, but if you feel strongly about something, you're not afraid to stand up for it! You are probably compassionate as well, and like animals and plants. You may be a little off-beat, and feel like not many people really see the depth in your personality. You would probably rather keep things on a superficial level that other people can understand than show the deeper side of yourself. You, in a nutshell: Cool, energized, balanced, strong, funky, zen, deep, intelligent, logical, compassionate. GREEN!
ilikeit:))
ytd was hell...did stats till like 3am
was kinda tired..went to slp..
guess what i couldnt..
but really have to thank j for staying up till 230am...
:)) thanks budd!!....
had a real sad day ytd idk why...just really hard to breathe...
so like i tear for no reason-.-
hate this feeling of being really really sad...jus comes to me once in a while...
2 down..one last one left..heeehee
cnt wait to fly kite/bake/shop/read!!

its been so long

2010-09-04T01:37:00.000-07:00

exams sucks really...i just hate it when i keep on and on reading/practising but it never reflects on my results..
i just can't seem to fully understand...i needa to ask all my doubts..
having no life pratically lately...
wake up. eat.tv.mugg.sleep..
and time just flash past me so fastt...
sometimes ppl think i am kinda last min..but truth is i am not..
i do start early..just that i take longer time to process which may seem to others i jus "started" studying...
i really wish!! to pass my poa and stats...so muchh
sigh..is there like nothing else to life??!!
ever since we were born..we have started learning and like since we were 7?
primaryone....till PSLE...till Olevel....and now! sighh
sucks to be living in sg sometimes...
my tumblr is up:) its just pictures and quotes:))
which i can relate to and just some of my fav stuff reflecting thru the pics

i miss..........

2010-08-31T08:43:00.000-07:00

suddendly miss yunyun!! omg how long have i not seen her alr??
how i wished we were in the same school now..
i wanna go SAJC;/ sighh
not smart enoughh...
oh and my new habbit lately...
haaa to stalk pretty girls...weird as it seemed i am so addicted to look at them...
i realise there are just so many of them around...
make me feel so ugly but ya i still like to look at them...
i guess i jus gotta accept how i looked...hmm
sound like imales!
imnott!! completely straight...
so many poopies on my faceyy;/ idk whyy

2010-08-31T02:07:00.000-07:00

looking really goodd:)

am so gonna start on my revision nowww...

its teacher's day once again...

there;s nothing much to do this day anyway...teachers come and go..hmm

i am so excited about this kite festival!!

18 and 19 sept...anyone??

i wanna goo get free goodie bag and kites...

anyone?? and i wanna bake!!

after exam!! i willl...borrowed a book in lib..

titled 200 cupcakes;)

yummylicious to meee....

ohyeah my tumblr!! imlovingit...

just wait till i get enough pics..then i will show the url..

basically just some pictures...tt i like:)

2010-08-30T10:20:00.000-07:00

one down..three more to go...
some days like now i just wanna hear some relaxing songg...
suddendly feel like hearing chinese song...
soothing...and calming
gross ttm thinking about it...my ahem guy claasmate of mine...
digged his nose-.-
turn off man...ewww so idk predictable..for him like his character~ ohwell..
brainy ppl usually have lower self image portrayed to others..
ohya talking abt this, i cnt stand ppl who randomly adds ppl on fb..
like they just wann preview your pictures..
if you are one..don't be shocked if i nv accept ur friend request..

coraline & happily N'after;)

2010-08-29T00:34:00.000-07:00

watched coraline on my sis iphone..wow amazing 1.5hr with just 20% of the batt...

was quite a nice movie..

about this little girl feeling so unsatisfied with her family...

and how she came across another world( suprisingly exactly identical as her life now, just that her parents are so much better...giving her what she wants, cooks for her, letting her play under the rain...)

one thing is that they don't have eyes just buttons as eyes..

interesting storyline..

it really reflects how we should learnt to be contented with our life..

no matter how bad it may seem i guess there must be somthing more to it..

something worthy

just that we all fail to see the good until its lost...

ohh and happily N'after...kinda fairytale as you can infer from the title..

i remember somthing from this movie..

something that goes..

cinderella asked-" is that all to my life? just marry the prince and that's it?"

some character reply-" it has always been this way..and you will live happily ever after".....

hmm true...does fairytale exisit still?

ok i frogot some..but she eventually marries the prince's dishwasher haaa

not the prince!... nice

how it used to be~(months ago)

2010-08-26T08:54:00.000-07:00

time passed and things changed...
remember the days poly just started...we were all innocent then
everyone was friendly and funny then...
i came to talk to those people i never knew i will ever talked to
and became friends to those i would have never think about...
even now things have changed, its the opposite...
i am closer to those that i have not imagined and stray off from those whom i thought could have been really good friends..
i guess that is what we will get in life..
unexpected things happens
and the anticipated one might not even exist...
isn't it?
so unpredictable...so surreal...
now..all has changed...
ohh but obama once said change is good!!
everyone has a label for everyone...
stereotype it is...sigh
even myself i guessed...used this shortcuts on others..
i know...people are critical animals...
so well...that's it?
i wonder how will it be like next yr?
better?
time will reveal what's best....

Horoscope!

2010-08-25T08:47:00.000-07:00

i am a Leo...cool:)
Perfect Partners: Aries, Sagittarius
Nearly Perfect Partners: Gemini, Libra
Like Minded Souls: Leo
Opposites Youre Attracted To: Capricorn, Pisces
Learn From Your Differences: Cancer, Virgo
Not Your Destiny: Scorpio, Taurus
Astrological Hell: Aquarius

panda:)

2010-08-23T10:03:00.000-07:00

so cute happen to see this video
http://www.sneezingbabypanda.com/
hahahaha so funnyy...the mother was actually in a shock^0^
went shopping todayy:) happy now
drank my first cup of cappuccino @ starbucks...
so bitter but i drank up all:)
i wanna try more besides chocolate~
hmm latte maybe? next time then...
gotta mugg real hard noww~ till then
(i think i need to whiten my face a little man like so hideous now my cheek and face like kenna sun burn)

2010-08-22T09:14:00.000-07:00

yog is finally overr:)
everything is over now..time to get back to reality again..
i think the Netherland guy damn cool:)
traded some pins with other countries:) like korea/belgium/Netherland!!
he ws so cute took out the souvenior from his pants:)
i sound like a pervertt...imnott
lke u know frm his pantss...haaa i wanna add him on fb!!
yog happen in a flash..
i am now more familar with my seniors...they are really nice and funny somtimes;)
remember how i dreaded wearing the yog top and pants...
being tann too:)) its an experience afterall

went to afew places afterthat
#1. Marina @ keppel bay
it was awesome definotely a great place for couples!
awww the place was really peaceful~
and there's even yacht
and the lightingg was (y) or just a place to chill:)
#2. Mount Faber
was really high and saw alot kiddos there(ok maybe teens like my age was there)
was'nt that great since there's nothing to do and eatt
just a scenary and kinda noisyy

but it was awesome to ride in a car late at night:))
i love having night strolls....
it kinda make you forget all your worries for just awhile...
especially if you are absorbing the scene...
walking at night feeling the winds whoo
i like it;)) like it

step up 3 was so nice!!
i wanna learn hip hop!!
like the one i learn in sch(due to nyaa) was such a failure!!
i wanna learn guy's hiphop!!!

tann & hopes

2010-08-20T08:02:00.000-07:00

sometimes i just want to turn back time...
so i can have the freedom to choose again..
maybe this time i will probably in a uniform, having PE lesson every week or so...
less shopping time and no life..
i think there's like alot of chio/pretty girls in jc!!
no need to worry about what to wear
and just muggg!!
i am so tann noww
haaa but i have eyebag too;/
currently addicted to showdown! by blackeyedpeas! just the chorus:)
the more i look at pretty girls the smaller i get..
ya know i guess most girls thinks this wayy...right?
i cnt help it i think its weird but i like to see pretty girls
i like thinkers too!!
somethimes thw way one view certain things tell us alot about how they are as a person...

2010-08-17T06:34:00.000-07:00

credits from deviant art:)
wavy hair and red lips:)
so gorgeous! whoo
so bored and i wikihow to be happy hahaha
here's the answer:

boils down to your outlook on life, and the quality of your relationships with the people around you.To be happy you should know what to love and how much.

true!:) so i will smile moree:) and be contented! i can't wait for this week to end!!
im under the hot sunny everydayy( which i really don't mind!) just that i get poopies on my face;/ which annoys me!!
and waking up really earlyy comming home in eveing and i'll be just too tired to do anythingg and there goes 2 wks of my breakk
hmm i really wanna have a holidayy to somewhere farrr
up up and awayyy!! let's all escape tgt! ;)

it kinda fade away~

2010-08-16T02:26:00.000-07:00

credits from http://smileee.tumblr.com/page/9
been copying alot tumblr post to my blog w/out giving credit..oppss

been thinking ytd again..
sometimes do you ever get the feeling as if u wanted to do something but there is just isnt anyone free to do what u want..
like now i have this want of flying kite/ jogging(alot)/ baking
but i know everyone is busy with their life..
i am not impying anything just that its really hard to find that very one friend to be willingly to do all this with you..
i mean everyone likes the term "the more the merrier" but when it really comes to doing something not all will be free...
so it kinda makes it hard to make a day where everyone is free and everyone is comfortable with each other..
i just find life so sulky at times..
ya well i adimt i hate being independent and alone;(
some ppl can get really good at this but i just cn't..haa
why can't everyone be harmony and make it such that there wiill be no awkwardness between people..
why cnt we all just speak a common language so there won't be barriers and social class differentiation?
i just cn't get this...
on the way home i delibrately stop one stop earlier than the usual just so i can walk home:)
its feels really good sometimes..the weather was great not too much sun but not to the extent of raining..
its time like this where i really get a view of nature( haa the trees i mean)
and feel of being really free:)
sometimes being alone is a great pleasure! just sometimes ( of course having a companion would be great too)

2010-08-13T11:11:00.000-07:00

hahah so true...sometimes i feel shy when i look directly into someone's eye
yess i shyy i am not all tom-boy k!
each day is passing so fast..how i wished time will stop for me..
just an hour or so..
just so we can get things done..
hmm i must buckk upp seriousllyy i need to motivate myselff..
yog is comming but i don't feel excited at all...
sighh eat into my holidayy;/
we are so busy chasing after time..
its something we will never be able to catch up
so why are we trying so hard...
i guess life is all about meeting dateline and all about tryingg

2010-08-12T00:08:00.000-07:00

meet up w dawn on tue:)
we chatted abit and she gave me a card..
haaahaa a pic she drew of me!
the teeth looked really weird though but at least she made effort to do it;)
that's what really matters..
wed went sentosa...quite boringg cuz like ppl hav alr been so comfortable with their own friends now that they re-grouped it doesnt seem a good idea at all
hmm the weather sucks so bad...
had headache ytd..it shined and rained alot~!
i think i am tannerrr noww:)
looing at my yog schedule nxt wk i knew i was gg to be so dead!!
so so dead practically all days except monday i have to be on duty
shitt like i have exams to prepare!!
think i really have to start now...no time for play time anymore;(
i need rest..sighh ;(
maybe i will go shopping after the exams are over
i cnt go out so often for now..excuse me:(
here's the card shan made for me!! (really hugee)
really thoughtful:) and alot effort...wheeee ilovecard!!
i promise myself i will not go home so lateee..so like i will leave at 8 or latest by 9pm!!
i will do it..seriouslyy i cnt stay out too latee
;/ nails ao pale w/out colourr

NEWYOCK,NEWYOCK! DRESS

2010-08-09T09:11:00.001-07:00

haa meet up with belle!!
my friend since primary school! she treated me NYNY!! whoo
ate baked rice! and she dessert...
went town afterward..saw a dress i totally adored..
tried on!! think about it..went out of shop..came back..try again..paid this time
haaa...but my sis say it was not niceee
sighh its quite ex i know like 32++ so yeah
nvm...giving a serious thoughts about whether or not to stay or don't
i mean i lke it but i don't have the motivation for it
sighhh
so far i have 2 letterss!!
muackss to hy and bellee!!
hope more to comee!! love readingg it over and over againnn
like the polaroid!! ohh my facee can be seenn hahah chubbyy

2010-08-08T03:21:00.000-07:00

sweett...my new msn pic..its not my workk so its copyrighted..
i think i really need to start mugging soonn
everyone so idk ks to starrtt so i m gg to be one too
set me thinking alot todayy talking to belle
we both were thinking and we sort of came to something
lke who is truly the friends in life u can believe in
just uncertainty maybe...
cya tmr belleee:)

RUSSIAN DOLLS

2010-08-07T06:48:00.000-07:00

haa been a really long tiring dayyy
cca and then headed queensway to shopp w fiona and louiza!
my leg was achinggg but i never complained:)
bought fbt and shoebagg...the shoebag so cheapp but right it was black;/
didn't like the colour but cheap la...haa nike somemore...
so yeah ate muachii!! just 1 buck!
and io saw this really nice converse shoe;/
like maroon star near the angle area and yellowish overall...
awww...so ex...
anyway i finally know what its called!
russian dolls...they really look prettyy!! but its really hard to find product w these printsss!!
i likee:0
i wanna eat cake! if not this yr badae will feel so empty to mee;/
ohh and i am goona start my book:) a scrapbk:)
but i need lots of time to doo
i wanna get a luchboxx haa randomn but yeah it will motivate me to bring 'snacks' to sch for lectures instead of buyingg
makes no sense rightt anw i can bring the snacks i wantt and make sure its not lau hong haa

maybe i expected too much

2010-08-06T09:49:00.000-07:00

i am offically 17! feeling so old
from the title u would have guessed...
maybe too much expectation=alot disappoint
i mean i do have expectation for certain people...
but it always seem to me they just don't meet my target
i mean i not not complaining but sometimes i am tired of all this shit!
i know its annoying to crack ur brain hard on what to get for a person
but think about it this way...the main purpose is to make he/she happy
so why not do/give something more meaningful
whatever u gave it just goes to show how much he/she mean to you
its not the price that matter but more of how much sincerity you put in
it can be just a letter but it can really make my day
but when u get something for someone just for the purpose of "giving her/him" because u had no choice/time
it just goes to show how unimportant u feel for this one person
lke me, though i hate buying gifts..but i make sure i do something for the person
be it a card or even seraching high and low to get the gifts before giving
instead of giving it hastily
these days i am annoyed often! i'm sorry whoever reading it may think i am making a big fuss here
(maybe, its the red below!)
some ppl are even worse! totally failed me! disappoint me big time
i say imok but sometimes i am not
but i kust hide it
;) but thank god i still have some who nv fail me till now

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME:)

2010-08-03T22:44:00.001-07:00

Finally I am Seventeen!!
hahah i am growing each dayy:)
wishes this yr...
hmmm haa cnt sayy
but i will saved up to get a camera! or something
and also clear my face
looked so gross noww..all the pimples...
holiday is commingg!!
watched SALT! todayyy...
aww veh action packedd..
haa and i am so glad ppl actually take time out to celebrate with mee
kind of like u meant something to someone
haa i mean like friends;)
thanks s/j/c/d todayyy
ok the date is screwed its suppose to be 5aug! haa

i really wanttt to:

2010-08-03T08:34:00.001-07:00

1.learn guitarr
2.drawingg

seriously for me i think it's really important...
i always used to admire those who are more artistic...how i wish i can be them
looking at all the pretty girls having talents really ake me feel so medicore
like such a boring person...
sighh
like i imagine myself to be in an Arts school
where everyone has talents and we all can present our ideas into sketching or just into those pottery...
aww how fullfilling life is..
even doing all this will make one beautiful~~
life at slower pace...
as compared to business...like calculator and assement bks(tb)
in music or art all u need is a pencil/crayon/guitar...
i want to live in a more charming world...
i will one day...somehow:)
i need to revamp my blogskinn!!

totoro!

2010-08-01T03:50:00.000-07:00

awww so kawayii! haa like totoro!!! he's so big and fuffyy..
the little girl^ look so shortt...ahahah but still cute...
his movie production are awesomee!! like Howl's moving castle!!
yay its august! holidayy is on the wayyy
and i am already in the mood to slackkk!!
hahah cnt wait for no school dayss
i am going to stayy happyyy:))
having alot of craving lately...badd been eating alot of junks!!
ice-cream/chocolate/mua-chii/yoghurt/yam/prata!!
my wishhh!! feeling bad now missed cca two wks alr! overslept-.-
sighh imsolazy!! zzzz like pig alr!!
must go exerciseee for real!!

2010-07-31T08:16:00.000-07:00

:) don't we all have to believe in this?

everyone's can be beautiful....it just depends on how you view youself...

well for me i think i got to wait longer...

but i will wait till that day & when it comes

i believe till then i am surely a more mature girl

who doesn't wate too much time worrying so much about being less than others about

here's a quote:

"That's what I'm afraid of.

Not being enough.

Not good enough, not smart enough, not pretty enough." One Tree Hill

this so happens to alot of us we feel inferior...

like we are never good enough

i am type 2:)

2010-07-30T10:35:00.000-07:00

wanted to post this on fb but there has been error;/ sigh!

so here is my result..basically a personality test:)

Type 2 is called The Helper, The Giver, The Adviser, The Nurturer. You want to be appealing, giving, caring and heartfelt. More importantly, you want to be needed, considered important and appreciated for your efforts. You see yourself as approachable, nurturing and thoughtful. You would like others to see you as empathetic, supportive and altruistic. Your idealized image is that you are a loving and helpful person. You have a warm, sociable and enthusiastic personality. You want to be liked and are always ready with an easy smile, helpful advice or a friendly compliment. Relationship oriented, you reach out to others and are often the first one to lend a hand. A good listener, you focus on the needs and concerns of others. You usually know what people need and feel, and enjoy taking on the kind of role where you can show your giving and generous nature. You have developed the gift of flattery to the level of an art form because you see how this skill can be a currency for creating intimate rapport. Secretly, you can feel needy and vulnerable feeling that you must earn the right to be loved. Avoiding a deep sense of loneliness, you find ways to connect to and be of service to others. You have an innate sense of what to say or do to make people feel seen and admired. Like a fairy godmother or godfather, you like to do special things for people and surprise them with unexpected gifts. You take note of others’ desires and try to fulfill them. You take pride in your ability to comfort and support others. You find it gratifying to be of service and are drawn to people that have power and influence. You enjoy being the power behind the throne and make yourself appealing by being indispensable. Always ready to be helpful, others often depend on you. You have innate people skills and value interpersonal relationships above all else. Your extraordinary insight about what people need and your ability to create mutual trust and affinity are rare gifts. You love to be instrumental in helping others achieve their full potential. You need approval, recognition and admiration. Most importantly, you want to be seen as a ‘special’ friend. You go out of your way to notice what is needed and feel motivated when others acknowledge your efforts and express their appreciation. Sometimes, you are so focused on others, that you don’t pay attention to your own unmet needs and feelings. You may feel that in order to have your needs met by others, you must meet their needs first. You avoid appearing needy or useless. Secretly, you fear being ignored and don’t want to feel left out or be seen as inconsequential. To be liked, you avoid saying or doing anything that is off-putting or unflattering. You feel much more comfortable giving than receiving. To let yourself receive, you would have to express your own desires, which feels very vulnerable to you. Focused on the needs of others, you may repress your own needs and feel taken for granted. Demonstrative and friendly, you are exceptionally gifted at creating and maintaining relationships. Emotionally astute, you have a way of creating rapport with even the most difficult people. Softhearted and sympathetic, you are sensitive to others and always seem to notice when someone feels sad or is in distress. You intuitively know what is needed in any given situation and always seem to know just the right thing to say and do. Your ability to sense and satisfy other’s emotional needs is second to none. You also have the ability to match others and work well in tandem with them. Your vice is pride, believing that you are the one who sees and can give people what they need and want. Though you might not realize it, you may give to people with strings attached. When you offer unsolicited advice or give compulsively, others may perceive you as bossy, overly demonstrative or manipulative. In an effort to have your needs met, you may promise more than you can deliver or deliver more than you promise. Unconsciously, you may feel needy and want to be taken care of by others. You can become emotional, sullen or overly dramatic, suffering from psychosomatic illnesses. Your attention goes outward toward being helpful, flattering others, meeting people’s needs and finding someone who can meet your needs. You may be unaware of how much time and energy you spend giving until you feel sad that others are not able to do the same for you. Your spiritual journey is about reclaiming your sense of humility. The pride you feel in giving to others may keep you from learning how to receive or from realizing that you may be giving to get. Giving with expectation is a veiled form of taking. True altruism is selfless. Spiritual growth will come to you when you can acknowledge your own needs and learn to give freely without expecting anything in return. Being helpful to others is how you feel good about yourself. Sometimes, you may be so focused on meeting the needs of others that you do not pay attention to your own. If you feel compelled to offer someone a glass of water, consider that you may actually be the one who is thirsty.

kk i am done! whoosh..thats like 80% true..haaa

secret receipe w shan:)

i am wasting alot of my $$$ these dayss...

but anyway i think being confident is really important!

we muct really learn to embrace ourself no matter what faults we see in ourself

since we only had a chance to live...

said is so much easier thsn done....hmmm

opps july babies!! haven got the chance to meet u guys!!

dawn/yc! & nic/rach( failed movie plans!)

its august soonn and i am so excitedd:)

meet belle soon too:))

2010-07-28T09:11:00.000-07:00

i guess this is pretty much what happens in reality

no matter how cruel it may sound, its a fact to most people..

don't you agree too?

life's is all about making the turns and stopping when there's a red man...

when it's green we start our engine again and strive forward...

more often than not we miss out on people we might have met and chatted when we stopped tgt waiting for the green man...

when will we ever stop fast enough to keep up with the pace of this reality yet not missing out on people who have helped us before....

"our love is like the wind. I can't see it, but I can feel it. "

2010-07-27T08:42:00.000-07:00

a walk to remember such a classic...i wanna read the novel badly..
or anything by nicholas sparks...
its really sweet and reflects how true love does exist alothough its just a novel but
i believe one day someone somehow someday will come~~
so cliched right...
haaa that what i think everyone should have faith in

"Love is always patient and kind.
It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful or conceited.
It is never rude or selfish.
It does not take offense and is not resentful." by Landon

ok my vocab is limited but how sweet! somedays i just feel so empty like time pass so slow and i think sometimes being alone is what we need
time to rest/reflect upon the meaning of everything
its pathetic that many things in life is labelled as "forever", but yet the opposite reveals to us not so ideal...
idk why i just gets all this thoughts but i really misses the times when i studied literature
its amazing how words can paint a fact/ or just through the actions we can illustrate his character
its really meaningful but a pity i don't get to read novels now...
bit lazyy and tireddd haa
i m currently in love w the songs by mandy moore!!

here's one enjoy:)

2010-07-25T09:19:00.000-07:00

"there are 4 qn of value in life...what is sacred? of what is the spirit made? what is worth living for. and what is worth dying for?the answer to each is the same. Only love."

by Johnny Depp

from now on i am going to start with a quote:)

sometimes i like to question myself alot..self doubt maybe...

the reson for everything we do....

like study! we just gotta learn... no choice given to us anywayy

life's getting so mundane~ and.....

been eating ice cream these past 2 dayss...idk just having the craving alot for sweet stuff

met up w my girlss haa...i cnt help but to think how small my eyes is...

everyone's life seem to be more fullfiling than mine..

i think my life just...idk so uninteresting??

if time can rewind prolly i will have went into a jc instead..

i mean prob stress is better for me

so i wont think so much like now...

hmm i wished i still had uniform to wear...

it seem to me that as the older you get the lesser feeling you feel...

ok i heard this somewhere...copied in here haa

but its true...to some extend..

as u grow things around you changes but we are so used to it that we wont feel anything

like numb...

we don't seem to get the joy we used to when we eat ice cream

those were the times...
i think i am just a plain girl boring and nothing out of the ordinary...

i know i should stopp thiss...but ya it just keep on comming to me...

i emo too much right? its just me i guess

2010-07-22T08:04:00.000-07:00

aww so truee...life is never easy but at least we have friends around us to pick us up at the exact moment when we need them the most...
just like how the song goes: 2 is better than 1
haa just thinking if i should just convert using a tumblr account instead
i wanna jog!! exercise like seriouslyy
eating all dayy and not sweating at all
waana catch despicable me
but d couldnt make it:(
i like being in school at night! esp on a windy nightt:)
wanna go to the beach too...
just stroll and feel the wind~~

pretty much the same~

2010-07-20T01:27:00.000-07:00

home real early today like 230!...

the weather was great like so windy and not too bright;)

listening to music w my earpiece stuck in my ears and just sitting on the bus

looking out to the windows simply is (Y)

haaa how i wished sometimes the bus took longer to reach my bus-stop

just sometimes...

aww saw the wrist corsages!!

so pretty!! i wanna wear one too.... credit frm flickr

am confused which ipod i should get now

apple stuff are really expensive:(

talking about eating i am seriously going to cut down on my junk foodd!

stop eating ice cream!!

but there's isnt substitudes at home

hahaha i wanna eat yougurt!

oh and go jogging!! sighh~ sis cnt make it todayy

pimples are pooping outt!!-.- so bad arghh

is there a miracle one day i wake up and i have really smooth and blemish free skin??

i know it will never happen~

addicted to this:

2010-07-17T09:12:00.000-07:00

today no tanning for me:/ instead of shooting we had a lecture instead haha
at MLT8..lol the coach was teaching us some basics fundamental skills
i was literally half listening and half sleeping at the same time....
got a tera band for practicing haaa..
and my stomach was growling so loud!!
i tot no one heard......but then the next thing i saw c was staring at me!
haaa stunned...
i jus looked back and smiled with both hand covering my tummy...
and we laughed! and laughed!
haaa i tot ppl usually cant hear those noise my stomach makess
haa oh boy...
ate dtf!! so yummy perhaps becuz i was too hungry...literally gobbled up my food!!
shiokk;D
been feeling so tired lately like not enough sleep everydayyy...
so many things to be done and so little time
sigh~ sch is such an arsehole!!
haa but i managed to paint my nails thoughh
i look so ___ nvm!
my eyes pathetic!
oh and i donated todayy!!
a good cause done:))
i am gonna coollect all the stickers in my diaryy and see how many i can get by nxt yr!!
haa sound so kiddy!!

c.h.a.n.g.e.d

2010-07-13T00:46:00.000-07:00

been indulging in many sinful food lately..
like Haagen Daz/ Awfully chocolate/ frolick...
i like them all!!
i used to scrimp alot...not until now..
hahaha maybe it does in a way makes me feel happier:D
by eating all the sweet stuff..
i think i have changed abit like
how the way i do things...like i would rather go homes these days..
i duno why buy yeah i feel good having the afternoon lazing at home..
and maybe shopping isnt that important anymore:)
i just want to spend more time hanging out with people and listening to their woes or even me telling mine....
it feels good to be heard and at the same time listen
or even watching a movie w a friend
or checking this particular store that sells yummy food;D
i have matured just s tiny bit?
yes? ^^

DREAMS:)

2010-07-08T10:21:00.000-07:00

saw this on my fren;s tumblr..so sweett
i guess everyone has this childish side to them
no matter how old u get this will always be something that everyone treasures the most
friendship!!
sometimes i feel as if i have really good friends
but i cnt deny the fact that people in life comes along and crossed ur path and hey
we are friends!! best buddy
but you'll never know what happen in the road ahead
be it a turn or even a cross-junction we might all lose each other one day....
this world is big! but i am glad our country is small~
people u met in ur life either leaves u a deep impression or simply nothing at all.....
is there really a place called "happily ever after" i sometimes do ponder~
and do "forever" really exists??
i cn't tell for sure...

2010-07-03T12:06:00.000-07:00

its alr sunday! went sp for cca
weather was great...cooling and no sun:)
but the grass was so muddy...and i wore my new sports shoe sigh!
went home and washed it clean!! (but there's still like yellow stain at the side-.-)
awww 2 wks old only....
but it was suprisingly fun today like i was shooting better like so mmuch better now
:) haa comming for every cca does help!!
am currently listening to this song! suits my mood ya! esp when u're feeling tired!

life's sucks

2010-07-02T10:20:00.000-07:00

finally 1 wk of ordeal has passed...
sch's such a torture these days....like after the results out and all
it just made me think twice and hestitate why i even choose banking w/out having any interest
is this what i really want in life?
i cnt help but to constantly tell myself that i am in a good course
but ya know what keeps me back? that is i dun wanna get such a _____ career for the rest of my life....
everyone's so competitive now....sigh~~
i hate being compared with...
been depressed these days and broke down due to some test result!
it's so stupid i know but ya the blow was rather big and i just have to release all the frustration i have been repressing within me
all this while....
but at least i had some good friends in poly
basically 3...haa i will blog lesser now...
due to busy schedule and i am going to like mugg!!

2010-06-26T10:05:00.000-07:00

yess..finally after what it seem 16 yr of my life
i finally gotten myself a sporsts shoe!! weeee:)
Ka-ching my DBS cardd!!
heart-brokee:( but its ok at least my green convese don't have to suffer now:)
so happy...so motivated to jog noww:)
ohya i joined poly 50 anyone?? haa
i really really will try my besttt for archeryy!! like no kidding!!
hmm training was so-so.....but what the ok my hirbanb broke-.-
now i ned to buy againnn!!
ok back to topic..erm ya:
Note to self:
*do not lean back( rmb to push and pull!!)
*pull the string all the way to my nose! :(

ok that's about all...i wanna get shoe bag noww!! haa
opps MOF suckss...esp bugis one....dun ever try the HI-tea shitt...
so erm yeah gross!!
sch is starting so soonn:((
right now am listening to

Falling for you by colbie caillat
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0FvLQ1zcXxA

the lyrics is (Y):
I dont know but
I think I maybe
Fallin for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
Im scared of what youll say
So Im hiding what Im feeling
But Im tired of
Holding this inside my head

2010-06-25T09:58:00.000-07:00

went nyp to collect my yog uniform..
haa purple is the main colour..the top fits!! but the bottom's just too long and kinda loose..

nvm i shall just wear a belt with it..

oh yes i even got this card like i can use it to pay for my transport!!

ok only when i receive my prepaid card near the yog period! yessshh means foc transportt..

haa but the pants i really have nothing to say...its very baggy and just lonngggg~

went to town and catch TOY STORY3!!

haa niceee~~

the bear is so cuddly and i wannt itt!! haaa

bought cinnamon bread!!

from 313 its called Just Buns!!

aww so chewyyy!

i ate like 2! so sinful all the cream~ bought some for my family too;)

yeaaa new watch for me too

bro bought it from taiwan!!

soo funn i wanna travel tooo

somone!someday! somehow! i m gg....

for now:(

but i m feeling great today like i finally went out alothough it's been only afew days i am at home

haa i m so gg to do my hw tmr!!

here goes! again

2010-06-22T08:43:00.000-07:00

just feeling kinda low againn!!
i dunno why its always striking me
whyy...i think i can't seem to find solace being alone
haa i mean whenever i am at home i will feel this wayyy
hmm maybe i should watch some drama to take this stupid feeling away....
i love to talk to people...like really communicate and just crab around~
i m serious..but i have this prob i dun like to start conver!
i mean to ppl whom i know but not that close...so i really appreciate anyone to chat with me
noooo..i m not what u think kay i m just being talkative;)
talking o the phone in the past can really help me de-stress
like really help esp during the near exam period..
i will call my bestie and talk( ok maybe complain) and afterward i will feel good;)
so i m weird in this way i guessed...
haa maybe i should eat ice-cream or smth~~~
this song's greatt somewhat how i feel...i mean jus maybe the first para!
ok seriously its kinda hard to embed so here's the lyrics(old song!) by miley cyrus when i look at you!

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the night's so long
Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

When I look at youI see forgiveness
I see the truthYou love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong and
I knowI'm not alone

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymoreThat's when I, I, I look at you

You, appear, just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that
Cover me
All I need
Every breath, that I breathe
Dontcha know?
Your beautiful

Yeah yeah..
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I cant find my way home anymore
Thats when I,I I look at youI look at you

Yeah yeah..
Oh oh..
You appear just like a dream to me..

shooting!

2010-06-20T08:20:00.000-07:00

yess today is my last dayy going to kallang!!

hahaa the tournament was ok....i prefer watching the individual portions though....

i quite motivated to excel in shooting like real accurate!

it involves not just on ur sharp aiming but also ur mental & stamina strenngth

rmb the first elimation round every archers shot like 72 timess!!

imagine how shag u would have felt...under the hot hot sun!! and aiming as far as 70 metres

tts is why having stamina is essential

and mental well being too..not to be affected by the missed shots/or the 3,4,5,6,7 pointers u get..

met 3 new friends!! 2 were from sp! yes i know right, is lke we've been in same cca but i just got to know them both..haaa

and a NUS stud!! aww i was practically following her for the past 2 dayss

we were partners...she has taught me quite allot!!:))

like some common-sensical stuff!!

oh yess saw whats the difference btw the 2 types of bow Compound and Recurvenice~

but too bad i did'nt get the chance to touch them

its ok...sometimes i really envy these archers for their strong sense of passion for shooting!

how i wished i had them too..mine's was always fluctuating-.- esther said the begining is always not so funn

but i'll cultivate my hobbyy!!!

hope i can see her soon...in aug

hopefull we r partners again and nxt time we will be involved in the real YOG!!

she's really a nice person to chat with:))

ohyes i fell down too! so silly of me:( tripped and fell

head down! can u imagine!! this is what hapen when u walk to fastt argh it stil hurt a little now

comming to this i hav not fell for many yearss!! haaaa

nxt wk's gonna be more cca days lined up...ahhh my holidayss:(

and i had this notion

as i was walking on the travelator and i thought hey

life is just the same..

2 types of ppl

one that rather walk indepedently w/out travelator or those who prefered using them

when we are on it we are like living in this world where u just past ppl by all the times and not realise the ones around u

its like the same logic so what if u're faster thn those who nv use the travelator?

u missed out much more than they did

u were merely walking ( living) straight(a designated route)

its rigid and u will continue to stream ur way through leaving others behind u

always on the on has become such a bad habbit ppl now adopt...the selfish side of us...

being ahead of others is all we think!

being better than others...why is ppl design to be like this? i cnt explain it either....

2010-06-17T08:05:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wished i had bigger eyes, with perfect eyesight...

just u know hopping one night after u wake up and u looked new & perfect for just a day.....

or perhaps just going to a place somewhere to escape from the cities bustle

a peaceful rest...

enjoying the peaceful scenery, eating home cooked crusine, playing in the fields where there is many sunflowers:)

and plucking sweet strawberry and just listening to the crashing of the waves

awwww life would be a standstill and it would be such a wonderful place to live in:))

Kbox~vodka~Bao Today

2010-06-15T09:04:00.000-07:00

met up with mu Bihui todayy
its been months since we met like ever since i quit my job??
well we went kbox 5hrs...damn sian after like 4hrs lol
drank shirely temple & vodka house!
the vodka was so so bitter:(
wonder how ppl can like drinking this its alcoholic rte??
ya but mixed sprite with it still taste so bad...
bh finished her bourbon hse!! even worst thn my vodka
but she finished it though!! amazing..hahah
then we went to eat at Bao Today!!
funny but true the direct chinese translation is the shop's exactly the shop name
BAO JING TIAN hahahaha
ok the curry was nice:)) the HK BO LUO BUN was nicer:))
aww she was so sweet help me take out the rou rou frm the chicken wingss:))
ok fine i think i m too lazy to u know attack the wings w my fork and spoon
it just kept spillling the sauce on me
hope we can meet up again for a shopping spree!!!
i will try to upload the picss!!
i hope i can the hp's not working-.-

right from the bottom of our heart

2010-06-12T09:14:00.000-07:00

went out with shan x2
seems that we both has been friedns since sec
we just keep on and on abt the same topic w/out getting bored
it was very productive a new blouse for just $15!
so cheapp:)) can wear for formal!

ohh and chalet!!! watched this movie called Nanny MacPhee( small c big P)& the big bang lol
she look hilarious to me the teeth and the mole ok so bad to say that
oh well

karate kid was sold out tts why we've got no choice but to watch this
its was really nice to watch movie with all my pals
like's been so long since we ever went out alr
caught up with clara!! yingching!
like now we all seemed to stray a little apart prob due to diff sch and all
but it's nice to chat abt their life

(but i know some of us are just not spilling the beans

hais i don't get them since its a girls nite alr just say it!!)
it really interesting how we used to chat all day abt whichever teacher is better; or which hw is killing us but times have changed
now that we are no longer in a all-girls enviroment
we tend to comment abt the opposite gender
like as if its the common topic now...hahaha
awww clara's story damn sweet..hope they progress:)) happy for her
its rather disappointing to miss on the escape!
argh rain that is the one drenching our mood
i do hope there's chance to meet againn

everyone at this point be it in jc/poly just seemed to miss sec sch life
it's kinda ironic act like only when we pass a phase of our life
then we starts whinning and feeling nostalgic abt the past
how wonderful it used to be
but when we're at it now we cnt seem to stop complaining
this has really kept me thinking why cnt we learn to accept present moment before we missed it again!!
its never gonna be easy but we got to try! i don't mean forgetting ur past entirely the past will always stays in a little corner of our heart:)
RIGHT PPL??

:))

2010-06-11T09:43:00.000-07:00

went shopping todayy!!!
though it was'nt very productive but at least i m exercising!!! walking hahaha
went to lib too borrowed 2 titles:)
i will finish it though its quite thick i m gonna be so busy lately....
haven't got chance to saty at home properly
nvm at least it's filled with activities
i m currently in love with this song!!
ok maybe u can say i am quite slow~ cuz its not a new song
its shy that way! (both of them used to be lover!!)& my guardian angel!!
sweet and nice!!

wheeeeeeeee ;)

2010-06-10T08:54:00.000-07:00

yess its finally holidayyy!!
so so glad this day has comee:)
cnt wait to meet all my pals and the upcomming chalet!!
escape and late night movie;) luv it
but comming back to reality i really think i m gonna flunk my stats & pacc paper
its like the moment i see the stats qn i was stunned-.-
i feel bad like really lousy:( tt i cant do the qn with the most weightage!!
so i've decided to really pull up my socks when terms stars again!!
i m serious i will do it
i planned to start right from the begining but i feel kinda screwed alr after all the mst
sigh~ so i will play harddd and then prepare for the worst to come again when i get my results
threading brow was damn painnn!!!
but its worth it:) and i got a new bagpack!!
heee i am a lucky kiddo:)
and i am so going to pop by the lib this wk
and tracks too
i can do it!!

超人也會累

2010-06-07T01:29:00.000-07:00

feeling empty again
it's as if i have something that's bothering me but i just duno what it is
i cnt explain how i really am feeling now
just thinks that there's really ain't much to life
ok i know i am like only 16 yrs old but i feel old as if i am already an adult
life is all about making the right choices and i just sucks at it
and more importanatly its about being independent most of the time
sigh~ i feel lethargic going to school these days
like what's the purpose of everything?
from exams to what i m going to wear
so routine
i really wished sometimes that i have more to life
like having a talent
i seemed not to be good at anything
sry if i am kinda emo
this surface whenever there's test or when i am just suddenly feeling this wayy
mabe that's the reason i prefer soothing songs:)
i mean i do listen to noisy types just that i prefer more of the quiet type
this song is niceee
meaningfull like the chorus
如果超人会飞那就让我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰这个世界会让我觉得好一些
拯救地球好累虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
不要问我哭过了没
因为超人不能流眼泪

updatessss

2010-05-25T09:45:00.000-07:00

whee finally its 2 months...
time pass really fast and my mid yr exams r jus ard the corner:(
not to mentin the fact that i havent been doing well at all
hmm gotta stock up on more "smart casual" blouse and bottoms
really duno what to wear:/ when it comes to having ppt presentationss
my class i m beginging to accept some jus not willingly to talk if not i m the one not talking to them..
i promise by nxt wk on i shall go online lesser..sersly its not helpingggg~~
i m always not doing what i m supposed to do whenever i m chatting online...
not good sigh and i have been feeling kinda guilty for missing archery
i will not neglect that cca if not i will be such a loser attendance is v.impt!!
maybe its time to buckle up my shoelace and just mugg at least for the nxt few wks or so...
ppt presentation was ok just that i screwed up some parts
like stammering and talking realy fastt
sigh i must learn!! i can do it! and i jus luv it when i reach home at 4pm
i duno jus prefer when the bus is less crowded and so i can sit:)
ohyes and once again i m always latee for schh
i duno why
i wake up early but i seem to do things real slow esp in the morning..
the econs tcher scukss too lecturing me-.- watever
my throat too is making me pissed i think i have inflamation or smth?
so painn and i m just too lazy to se doc...sigh must eat more ff manz..
this song is niceee lol old song but still niceee:)

2010-05-10T01:37:00.000-07:00

today i m going to post some of my top rated songs..
dun blame me if its a v.old song...lol
ok i sholud stop tt i mean "lol" is so tytpical...
haha now tt my throat are fine..i really miss going to kbox!!
i wanna sing!!! went w my class once but i was really sick..nose blocked cnt sing.. besides i m shy..ok here it is:

ok thats all for now..there's more to go..wu ke qun so shuai;)

2010-05-02T01:17:00.000-07:00

its finally week 3! how time flies..
sch is the usual routine..but am looking forward to my new ccas..
2 by the way..i wanna try leading a more fullfilling life as i never had before in sec sch..
sec sch was so much on academic...chilling w frens..
i m not much of a cca person u may say..but i try...new sports...
hope it turn out nice...not lke some dumb cca i joined in sec...
been like gg out practically 6 days a wk...so tiring..
but staying at home doing hw feels equally boring too...
i promise myself not to go out so much..
but i didnt happen..perhaps wk5 onward...i must start pulling up my socks and not to be such a slacker...
i like shopping..but it seems tt we have a never-ending wants to this..
even after buying..i like to ask myself...
is this what life is all about??
shopping. eating.schooling.
is that all?? i know studying is good..but such stuff i m learning doesnt bring me any satisfaction at all..
not to even to mention having interest in it... i know i know maths is what i used to like...hmmm ppl does change
hmm perhaps somedays will change
and i hope to see more of the world...

Nostalgic

2010-04-26T03:30:00.000-07:00

its my 2nd week of sch..yet it still seem such a bore to me
and i think i have made a major mistake!!
to go into banking..i dno what on earth i was thinking when i pick(appealed) tt course??
i was practically brain-washed-.-
ohya i cnt blame it on otheres rte??
i jus got to see through the 3 yrs no mater how..
hmmmm;( life's such a trial
we fell down numerous times but it still doesnt guarantee a smooth sailing road ahead
its kinda ironic actually..
ppl are merely studying without any ambition in ife..
some ppl choose to study bsiness..but the qn is, is that what u want to do with ur entire life??
well it may be to early for me to be saying it..but i wont want to do this all my life..
i would want ti change my career paths..
to do something i want!
and ya know what!!
i am interested in ARTs Businss mangement! so sickening..
i jus happen to like them now tt i am alr enrolled...i m fickle minded so what
not to mention all the textbks i have to buy.
to me its just a waste of $$$ i mean after a module is over...the bk is left to rot;(
my mind is just a blank..my goal? get in uni and that it...
i really aint sure what i wanna do besides banking-.-
dread this so much!! aimless!

2010-04-22T06:53:00.000-07:00

yes!! friday is comming..
means sat and sun to myself at home phew
sch's been tiring and dull...
made a good fren though..we met and chat
yet we even went ot for movie tgt..is barely a week..
but we seem to know each other for so long..
Date night was so-so for me..
we even went to buy my laptop skin;)
simple and pretty..shop a little..
class was hetic...maybe the lessons were new to me..
i m kinda bored of learning new things..
getting realy lazy!!-.-
modules is not as simple..hai
and speak of which just afew social issue been gg on..
i m so sick of it..
why cant we all be friendly/smile/converse with one another w ease..
to see everyone as a team! a class! not to be judgemental..
it really helps if one takes an effort..
but hell no one gonna start it..
nvm..i just pray tt time pass more slowly..
i dun wan exams;(
hopping to get a chance meet my old frens..

2010-04-17T10:19:00.000-07:00

my orientation is finaly over..
was rather tiring..srsly running under the sun like crazy
the heat was super h.o.t
frens were ok..but class was soso..
its ok time will reveal it all.
decided to private my fb..lol
u can say i m not a confident person..i dun lke how others tend to judge me
in other words i dun wanna be scrutinise by others..
ya i know face the reality...
who doesnt hope tt she looks perfect on the camera?? who would actually give the chance up if they got what it tskes to e a model..
basically everyone hopes to look good and thus feel good..
u may say its just superficial but lets just face it
living here it all boils down to how other sees u and what first impression u give others..
no one is perfect. yes this i know.. but everyone has their own kind of insecurity regardless if its their appearence/ studies...
this is life..just gotta accept it..
everyone gota learn to like who u are and how u look..
in order to feel good abt urself
its not easy but i will try..
but sometimei wonder why is so impt to look good not only to urself but to look good for the sake of another person..
hmmmm in this small world we lived in its hard to understand why

moody-.-

2010-04-12T04:11:00.000-07:00

havnt been posting lately..
so lazy...anw my sch has start!!
went bowling last wk and actually found out tt i have talents for bowling
lol ok zi qua...thick skinned..
anw it was fun;))
ranking: Tiffany
Adorgeous
Piggy
haha nvm if u dun get it..waned to sing k on sat but due to the new rules hai..
member:$16-17 non-member:$26-27 siao!!
anw dint manage to do much besides window shopping & eating ice-cream
oh i jus rmb a joke!!

Have u heard the joke abt bananna split, ice cream??
when bananna splits!! guess what??
the ice. Scream!!!

lol lame rte...hee
orientation was ........
i duno how to say...my worst nightmare 6girls 11 guys??
i tot it was 1:1 ratio..watever
my ang moh sucks so i prefer to speak Chinglish...
but not everyone get used to tt...
all e ice-breaker ganme is breking my bones..hee got rhyme..
i dun want think abt tmr..amazing race!!!
its even worst thn working